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Saturday, October 04, 2008

Great to Know God's Word and thru the Holy Spirit DO IT !!!

October 4

LOVE AND LIBERTY
"For We don't live for ourselves or die for ourselves. If we live it is to honor the Lord. and if we die it is to honor the Lord. So whether we live or die , we belong to the Lord. Christ died and rose again for this very purpose-to be Lord both of the living and of the dead"-- Rom_14:7-8.

THE KEY to this wonderful chapter, so full of sound judgment and sanctified common sense, is the reiterated reference which the Apostle makes to the Lord, which occurs some ten times in fourteen verses. The fact of Jesus being Lord both of the living and of those who have died, and are living on the other side of death, is the solution of the difficulty as to what the Christian should do or leave undone. Let each of us stand before the judgment-seat of Christ, or at least before the reflection of that tribunal which is mirrored in the tranquil expanse of conscience, and we shall have an unerring guide for conduct.
The question agitated in Rome was as to the observance of the seventh or first day of the week as the Christian Sabbath; and, what principle should direct the use of food--that of Leviticus, or of common use. The Apostle insists that these are not questions which affect either our personal salvation or our acceptance with God. In his opinion they are matters for each individual Christian to settle and decide for himself. There are certain questions clear as light, or black as night, about which there can be no controversy; but there are other questions for the solution of which each must apply one or other of these general principles for guidance through the maze.
What would Jesus Christ, my Lord and Master, wish me to do? I am His servant, and He will let me know His will by the teaching of His Spirit in my heart. Whether I act or forbear, it must be done unto Him; and in my liberty or abstinence I must give Him thanks.
What is best for others? I have an influence over some; perhaps more look to me for guidance than I know. I must be on my guard not to put a stumbling block in another's way. Though certain things are innocent to me, yet, if they will destroy, directly or indirectly, one for whom Christ died, it will be better for me to abstain from them.
What is best for myself? I ask God not to lead me into temptation, but I must not put myself into it. I must put aside all weights as well as sins, that I may follow Christ as He goes forth to the conquest of evil.

PRAYER
O Lord and Master, may we be faithful to Thee in the little things, always following the inner light, till it lead us into the perfect day. AMEN.

Bennie Mac

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Another hotel

How to u sleep in hotels?
Strange sounds,strange smells, very different beds..
You learn to because you have to..

Now if I can just learn to control what I say. Gods word in Romans
says because of Christ payment on the cross and his raising from the
dead that the power is there for me but iam having difficulty using it..
I often regret what I say
Lord and everyone forgive me..
I must Learn to use what God has given me.....

Bennie Mac

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Do I give

Have I ever given absolutely 100 % of myself to anyone ?

Slainte!

Bennie Mac

Friday, August 18, 2006

So Many Tears

Something is wrong.. the world is off kilter. nothing looks quite right, and i'm hurting so bad.
I knew this day was coming, I have known it for many years. I thought I was prepared for it but Boy oh Boy was I wrong. It has hit me as a ton of bricks. Its not the end of the world but it sure is the end of something. It is supposed to be a wonderful day, a happy day , and i want it to be but it is not.

Today, after almost 19 years of saving, and telling her all these years that it was what was best for her, Today i took my daughter to college and I feel like I'm going to die...

I have a huge hole in my heart. I cant stop crying. It's not the distance. She is only a little over a hour away. It is something else. I have been hurt before, physically many broken bones and surgeries and fights. I have lost loved ones to death and divorce but nothing has hurt like this.
I have lost my little girl to the world.
The world that does not love her like we do, the world that doesn't know how very special she is and how tender her heart can be..the world that doesn't appreciate her smile or her laugh or her beautiful intelligent eyes or the way she snuggles into her bed as she falls asleep.
the world that is full of hard hearted and hard minded people..
I cant protect her anymore..
Where is my faith in God?
It is right here.
I KNOW that it was never me that was protecting her. it was God,
I KNOW that i must give her and her future over to the Lord Jesus, with faith in HIM. and her
I KNOW God loves her as much or even more than i do.
BUT IT STILL HURTS SOOO BADDD. I Look at her picture and i sob deeply. i hold her worn dog pillow, spot, that she slept with all those nights and i cry so hard i feel like i'm going to explode. and it still hurts.
I pray to my loving God that i trust and ask him why This is affecting me so..
I go running, i want something other that my heart to hurt.
I'm crying and I'm praying, and then
I hear a small still voice in my head.
"You now have a small glimpse of how much I hurt when one of my children reject me."
and i get it.
my daughter is not saying she doubts my existance. she is not saying i must not care because of what others do. she is not ignoring the sacrifice of my Son for her behalf. and i have not lost her to an eternity of doom and agony and sorrow.. But God looses thousands of his children everyday. children that he knows better than i know my daughter. children that he gave his only son to save.
i must remember this pain the next time i feel Christ leading me to share the gospel or do something else. I DO NOT WANT GOD TO HURT EVEN MORE THAN THIS BECAUSE I DID NOT DO MY PART TO SAVE ONE OF HIS CHILDREN..

I still hurt, I still miss my daughter so bad it is hard to breath, but i know why God, who loves me, is allowing me to hurt so deeply, So that others will not..

Father GOD I hear you, PLEASE PROTECT AND SAVE MY DAUGHTER, AND FATHER PLEASE DONT LET ME FORGET YOUR OTHER CHILDREN.

I still cry, not as often, and maybe its not just for her...

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